It’s a Saturday in February, yet there’s none of that sharp cold you’d expect. The air feels like a brief truce, as if winter decided to step aside for a moment. I find myself in this lazy restlessness, nudged into observing my own thoughts. Instead of writing the usual “Saturday recap,” I feel like jotting down the mental sensations that keep pouring in. Thoughts, flashes, inspirations—a whole kaleidoscope of voices in my head, and I just want to grab them before they fade away.
In this mood, the idea of “close reading” comes to me—picking up a book, Memoria Vegetale by Umberto Eco, and savoring every sentence, every word, like squeezing fruit drop by drop. And suddenly, a question pops up: does it still make sense to slow down so much in a world that’s always rushing and devouring information? Maybe it does. Maybe it’s in this slowness that our truest insights emerge.
QUESTIONS AND CURIOSITY RISING
Picture the scene: a slightly rumpled morning, an avalanche of thoughts, a creative confusion I have no clue where it might lead. Then, like a spark, the idea of a more handcrafted reading practice surfaces—something meticulous and immersive, like a carpenter spending hours refining wood. And I ask myself: why am I so attracted to the idea of working every single word as if I were carving it?
Maybe it’s a kind of hunger for awareness?
Or is it the urge to halt the constant flow of stimuli and distill the real essence of a thought?
Or maybe the challenge of weaving a network of connections, like a star map of ideas?
The clash with modernity is obvious: we have digital tools, artificial intelligence, automated summaries. I could speed everything up and get instant digests. But what would I lose if I don’t wring out every drop of meaning myself? And there’s another question: can we integrate technology’s help without giving up the pleasure of direct contact with the text? Maybe there’s no straightforward answer.
THE HEART OF THIS VISION: A LIVED READING*
Imagine this: I open Eco’s book—or maybe a Kindle file, or even a text pasted onto a blank screen, split into short paragraphs. In front of me, just a few lines. I lean in like an explorer stepping into a dense forest: the words are trees, their meanings are tangled branches.
First lines: I read them as if I’m searching for some secret fragrance between the pages. I try to catch the inherent melody of the sentences, the punctuation acting like musical pauses.
Wringing out the text: I slow down, re-read. I linger on any term that sparks my curiosity, then scribble in the margin whatever it makes me feel. It’s a physical act, like squeezing a ripe fruit to collect its juice.
The blossoming of ideas: one sentence can sprout a whole garden of thoughts. I take a snippet of text, “concentrate” on it, and marvel at the associations that spring up: historical references, personal memories, philosophical insights. It’s like drawing concentric circles that expand infinitely.
In doing this, I picture a living organism: the text is the DNA, each re-reading is a cell multiplying, and my notes are strands of ideas connecting and stretching out into an ever more complex tapestry. I could go even further, letting AI suggest associations, contrasts, alternative interpretations. But I sense that real growth happens when I immerse myself in the flow—spend time with it, breathe it in, make it my own.
THE ARTISANAL DIMENSION VS. THE RUSH TRAP
It’s a bit like comparing a carpenter who handcrafts a piece of furniture to a factory machine that churns out identical items by the dozen. The carpenter sweats, gets covered in sawdust, and listens to the wood with both hands and ears, building an intimate bond with the material. The machine doesn’t do that: it just cuts, repeats, and produces in bulk. Even if we admire its precision, we’re missing that unique vibe the artisan infuses into the work.
Similarly, my urge to read “slowly” comes from a longing for personal contact with the text. Sure, I can let technology handle cataloging, memorizing, archiving—because, let’s face it, we can’t remember everything. But I don’t want it to replace that phase of manual discovery, that act of immersive contact that leads to genuine understanding. Automated analysis is useful, but it doesn’t get its hands dirty.
TOWARD A MAP OF CONNECTIONS
Ultimately, what fascinates me is using my notes to build a living archive, a knowledge map I can consult and enrich. Every time I read a new book or essay, I could link its concepts to previous reflections—a beehive of thoughts where each cell is an idea and the pathways between them let these ideas circulate.
How would my worldview shift if I truly spent time on this practice?
How many different perspectives might I create, weaving together observations made over months and years?
Would I reach a deeper kind of insight—maybe even a sort of wisdom that right now eludes me?
And that’s the core of my excitement: the confusion I feel in the morning, with all its voices, isn’t an enemy but an endless source of ideas. I want to let it speak in a space that’s structured, but not rigid; orderly, but not static. Maybe technology can help me store and nurture these sparks. But the root, the beating heart, is always my own attention, my curiosity, my pen scribbling away, my eyes re-reading.
DEEP AND SLOW
On this February morning, poised between calm and imagination, I realized that deep reading isn’t just an intellectual exercise—it’s an act of love toward my own thoughts. It’s an effort to keep the flame of curiosity alive in a time that swallows everything in seconds. It’s a kind of soul-craftsmanship, a creative resistance, a self-education in wonder.
If the world truly rushes, we can still choose to listen. If everything is getting automated, we can still relish the imperfection of our human gaze. If we can’t remember it all, we can at least save the essence of what genuinely moves us, so it can grow inside.
Be the carpenter of your ideas. Take a sentence and shape it, re-read it, let it echo like a musical note. Let connections appear; explore unexpected angles. And then, only after squeezing out every drop of meaning, store that treasure in a place you can revisit—because one day, those notes might just change your life.
That’s the legacy of an age-old habit that never really dies: reading with our hearts, at a slow pace, with a sense of wonder. And turning words into seeds, ready to sprout into something new and astonishing.